Istiqamah : Worth trying

Assalamualaikum and good day y'all!

Omg it's been ages since I last updated my blog. Am I too busy? Haha.Well not too really.  Currently spending my time on something else. :)

How are y'all doing? I hope you are doing just fine and better each day. Aaminn. :)

What made me start to write this entry? I'd like to share with you guys a feeling I have started to feel recently. A feeling that I have finally understood.

This feeling came out of nowhere.

Just so you know, I've been covering up (wearing hijab) for about more than one year now and Alhamdulillah it brings nothing but the best out of me.
I learn, I watch, I listen, the most significant is, I experience.

However, I still consider myself as new and raw and low so that I won't give up learning and seeking for the truth everyday.

'To change is easy, to stay constant on change is not'. I totally agree with this. Only a few could go through that. Or in other words, we call it as 'Istiqamah'. I wish I could be one of those who are being strong and istiqamah in their dailly life.

Along the way I have faced with so many angles of circumstances. It's undeniable.  You know, sometimes, some will look down on you, some may laugh at your effort to change, and there are those voices that keep on whispering and pulling you to the old you.

But at the end of the day,
You are actually struggling with your own self.

It all starts within you, to ignore and keep looking forward and know what you want best or to get yourself dragged.

Have you ever felt when you are in your struggle and somehow you just can't avoid from making mistakes? Especially the little ones, whether it's under your sanity control, or not.

I won't complain nor blame, it just shows how little of Iman I own inside.
But I wont just waive all of that.

Hey,
I'm still on my way :)

Thank you for reading. Xoxo

Out of your cocoon and fly away!!

I don't , but I do.

I don't go to luxurious boutique,  but clothes are still what I put on
     I don't drive fancy cars, but I travel the journey I want
I don't eat expensive food,  but I still have yet to die in hunger
     I don't always score excellent grades in exams, but I manage to make my parents proud
I don't always be with my family all the time, but I put them everyday in my dua'a
     I don't give an amount of money for charity, but I help an aunt carrying her loads. 

I don't do much in this world, but I smile to the whole world.

     I don't always get to be on top, but I know exactly what I wanted to be in life. 

Practice the small things that could mean BIG to you and everyone :)

Thanks for reading! XOXO

Bismillah.

These are not only the things that we wanna achieve. There are more. Let's work on it everyday :)