Istiqamah : Worth trying

Assalamualaikum and good day y'all!

Omg it's been ages since I last updated my blog. Am I too busy? Haha.Well not too really.  Currently spending my time on something else. :)

How are y'all doing? I hope you are doing just fine and better each day. Aaminn. :)

What made me start to write this entry? I'd like to share with you guys a feeling I have started to feel recently. A feeling that I have finally understood.

This feeling came out of nowhere.

Just so you know, I've been covering up (wearing hijab) for about more than one year now and Alhamdulillah it brings nothing but the best out of me.
I learn, I watch, I listen, the most significant is, I experience.

However, I still consider myself as new and raw and low so that I won't give up learning and seeking for the truth everyday.

'To change is easy, to stay constant on change is not'. I totally agree with this. Only a few could go through that. Or in other words, we call it as 'Istiqamah'. I wish I could be one of those who are being strong and istiqamah in their dailly life.

Along the way I have faced with so many angles of circumstances. It's undeniable.  You know, sometimes, some will look down on you, some may laugh at your effort to change, and there are those voices that keep on whispering and pulling you to the old you.

But at the end of the day,
You are actually struggling with your own self.

It all starts within you, to ignore and keep looking forward and know what you want best or to get yourself dragged.

Have you ever felt when you are in your struggle and somehow you just can't avoid from making mistakes? Especially the little ones, whether it's under your sanity control, or not.

I won't complain nor blame, it just shows how little of Iman I own inside.
But I wont just waive all of that.

Hey,
I'm still on my way :)

Thank you for reading. Xoxo

Out of your cocoon and fly away!!

I don't , but I do.

I don't go to luxurious boutique,  but clothes are still what I put on
     I don't drive fancy cars, but I travel the journey I want
I don't eat expensive food,  but I still have yet to die in hunger
     I don't always score excellent grades in exams, but I manage to make my parents proud
I don't always be with my family all the time, but I put them everyday in my dua'a
     I don't give an amount of money for charity, but I help an aunt carrying her loads. 

I don't do much in this world, but I smile to the whole world.

     I don't always get to be on top, but I know exactly what I wanted to be in life. 

Practice the small things that could mean BIG to you and everyone :)

Thanks for reading! XOXO

Bismillah.

These are not only the things that we wanna achieve. There are more. Let's work on it everyday :)

Another Expression

It is not worried on the weather,
I know you will always be my sweater,
The looking does not matter,
As long as you and I are together.

The ups and downs that we enjoy,
Still, every bit is happiness and joy,
All the silly things that we do, boy,
I wish there wouldn't be existence of "annoy".

This is what i could do best,
But in my mind is the rest,
To let them make a guess,
So that we can wonder less.

(source : MiaZulkarnain)

Photos Sharing 2 : Accounting & Finance Conference April 2013

The conference was just a one-day-event and it was affiliated by all of Accounting students in UTM.
No many pictures to show & these are what i only got.haha

p/s: I was the MC for the event :D

He's giving a talk on fraud happening in auditing.

*nervous

Lunch break *happy faces

Chim Wei Wen, the OCP

We present to you, our gwiyomi

All the units that made this event a success.

Jyeahh!!!

Confusion

Being in two minds is glued

It happens out of the blue
It appears without we demanding clue

A second you head up to the sky
With serenity and closing eye
And realize it is just another lie

Life offers what you can handle
When by the time you crumble
Never go down and stay humble

Getting stuck on the track
And knowing it is a wreck
Time ticks and says, don't look back!

(Source : miazulkarnain)

Into You, and Will Always Be

Years back then 

Where all i knew about you was only your name

Starting a bit by bit to get deeper

Deeper in conversation

Deeper in knowing feelings

We started to put our hearts in every little thing that we did

Morning until night we never missed

To fill each other's time with bliss

People said we would not last
Time envied my faith got faded

As I'd never been thrown that kind of thing at before

What's around us was what built us up

All those faith pieces were put together

No one could ever know how much i was in love with you

Until now

The feelings have never changed
Yet getting stronger and wiser

With the pray that we could last

To the love and honesty that we trust

We put aside all the past

Years have passed by
Capturing every moment of us into mind
No one could ever know how much I am in love with you
Into you and will always be is what I leave in God's hands

(Source: miazulkarnain)

Be the same or learn?

Circles, we’re going in circles
Dizzy is all it makes us
We know where it takes us
We've been before
Closer, maybe looking closer
There's more to discover
Find out what went wrong without blaming each other

Think that we got more time
When we're falling behind
Gotta make up our minds

Or else we'll play all the same old games
And we wait for the end to change
And we take it for granted that we’ll be the same
But we're making all the same mistakes

Wake up, we both need to wake up
Maybe if we face up to this
We can make it through this
Closer, maybe we'll be closer
Stronger than we were before
Make this something more

That's what crazy is
When it's broken, you say there's nothing to fix
And you pray and pray that everything will be okay
While you're making all the same mistakes

Don't look back
But if we don't look back
We’re only learning then
How to make all same mistakes again

Photos Sharing 1 : MASC April 2013

MASC April 2013 was held in UM for 4 days.
And here you go, the pictchaaaa!!

Day 1

My lucky day ♥ 

Day 2

Early morning, toothpaste commercial break haha 

Not just concert needs tickets, even workshop does.

Eyes therapy before the speaker came in. 

She's one of the orphanages at Rumah HOPE :)

She wants to become a pharmacist in the future.

Glad to have met her :') May her achieve her dream.

Day 3

We're ready for Accounting Race!

MASC Dinner!

I got the cert!! 

Day 4

This was the best forum ever!

The end of MASC 13.

Goodbye! :D