A night with Paramore (Y)

(mencoret entry ni dgn perasaan rindu terhadap saat- saat ini sambil mendengar lagu2 Paramore..)

Tanggal 17 Feb 2013 was the best moment of my life EVER!!! It has always been MY DREAM to go and watch Paramore live.
I still remember they came before this in 2010. i was at matrics. the worst was i was having final exams! hehh how can i go kan?
Time tu disappointed gila. Then my friend said this, 'takpe. kita tinggalkan sesuatu untuk benda yang lebih penting & lebih baik. maybe in the future akan datang yang lebih baik'

It's sooo true. I never thought they would come back. And they came at the perfect time. I was on holidays. Well not really. haha if you guys read my previous entry, How did i spend my semester break? i mentioned about i extended my break. It was for this actually. I was supposed to go back UTM on 13th Feb but since the concert was on 17th, tak balik lagi lah gayanya.

Paling best i met my matric's friend, Leena and her friend Mira :))

*leena, mira, me, pika*

What i bought there. This is a must KOTT. I bought myself a long sleeve of Paramore's shirt. Paling best that was the only one yang tinggal. Apa lagi, memang ambik la and nasib baik it was my size haha kalau bukan my size tak guna la ambik kan haha

she's such a lucky girl!!

*pika, sazrul, me after the concert*

Honestly i mmg obsessed dgn Paramore. one of my dreams came truee!!! harap in the future they will come again. XOXO

How did i spend my semester break?

Assalamualaikum :)

Well hello there..
Seperti semua mahasiswa and mahasiswi yang lain, semua dah start sem kan?
Haha it's been almost a month the new semester has started but still, i nak post jugak pasal sem break. Kisah! haha

Jealous okayy dgn IPTA yang lain dapat cuti sem panjang haritu. UTM Johor bagi cuti 3 minggu je. So macam tak syiokk kann cuti sekejap. Tapi nak bagi syiokk jgk. I decided to enjoy every single day of my sem break. Act i extended my holidays jd 4 mggu haha kira sebulan jugak la sama dgn IPTA lain :) *seronok okay nyah buat cuti sendiri.

What did i do?

Takdela buat apa sgt pun. Mostly duduk rumah, dah nama perempuan kan haha. tp bila kt rumah tu tak la tidur mkn je. I tried to make several different things. I helped my sister baking red velvet cupcakes and oreo cupcakes, jalan2 with my sister,belajar masak, met with my bff and we had a pretty good catching up session :)

1st week, melekat kt rumah je. Sbb apa? Sbb kena jd babysister to my little sister because my mom was outstation  Kena susun buku sklh dia, siapkn pagi2 dia nk pg sklh haha terasa mcm mom-to-be skjp ahaks!

2nd week, i had a minor operation like i told in the entry Hidungku . Duduk dkt ward utk operation tu dlm 3-4 days je tp to get myself recovered tu yg lama. balik rumah pun byk baring2 je. TAPIIII ada keluar jugak pg ambik angin tgk sunset. time tu act tak baik lagi dari sakit tp nk keluar jgk haha degil kan. Then ada la shopping. reward myself with a few selendangs.muehehe

This place is very near to my house. it's at my neighborhood area. korang blh try dtg sini :)) 

beriadah dgn adik2 perempuanku ni and Lokman :)

muka yg masih lemah. huyung hayang naik tmpt ni *eyebags tu yg mahal haha

The Sunset. Alhamdulillah Ya Rabb :)

This place is very huge and calming. I don't need to go far for a better view :)

3rd week tu barulah byk brjalan. We went to Aquaria KLCC. Tempat ni kalau bawa budak2 msti dorang suka and those yang sukakan animals and nature.
The price is quite reasonable. RM38 for malaysians' adults but RM30 if you have student card.

Akhirnya dpt masuk Aquaria *winkwink

Guess this? Ini piranha. meremang gila time tgk benda ni. terbygkn dia ganas and gigit2 org.

About to enter terowong laut ni *hamboii terowong laut pun boleh la gamoknye

the biggest ikan pari i've ever seen. ini klu buat asam pedas ni seminggu tak hbs isi dia hoho

it's walking just above me!! walking?erm okay oh erm hmm

green iguana :)

and FINALLY!!!! after that dpt burger bakar abg burn haha thanks to Lokman :) been craving for this for so long.

Basically, things to do in my wishlist utk sem break dh tercapai hehe. anddd not to forget, dlm sem break byk juga weddings. Ramai saudara mara yg dh berkahwin. seronoknyaa tgk dorg! :) May Allah grant them happiness here and after.

Last sem break i spent most of my time dgn family, we went out for dinner, we spent weekends together at home, we shared stories and laughed at them. I guess that was why terasa sebak sgt time nak balik haritu :')
But i'll be back soon in shaa Allah.

That's all for now. Thank you for reading :) XOXO

Hidungku.

Assalamualaikum and good day :)

What i want to tell about is what i just went through recently.

(**Attention! : this entry consists of a few geli2 thingy, so be careful :D )

Baru2 ni i went through a minor operation. Disebabkan ada ketulan dalam hidung belah kanan, which is called as Polyp. Haa tak pernah dgr kan? 

This is what i found about Polyp on the internet.. (sbg general knowledge utk korang)

A polyp is an abnormal growth of tissue projecting from mucous membrane. 
Polyps are commonly found in the colon, stomach, nose, sinus(es), urinary bladder and uterus. They may also occur elsewhere in the body where mucous membranes exist like the cervix, vocal folds, and small intestine.

How did i first know about it?

Actually tak tau pun ada benda polyp ni dlm hidung. I only have resdung since i was in high school untill now. but since i got into UTM the disease was getting worse. Sampai terkeluar darah, bersin non stop. Mmg rasa seksa sangat. Since keluar darah hitam tu dah mula takut. Sejak dkt UTM jugak i noticed i couldn't breath normally. Selalu tersumbat sblh lubang hidung. At first buat tak tau je until one day teringin nak suluh dlm lubang hidung yg tersumbat ni.

DANGGG!!!!!


Time tulah pemula segalanya. haha i saw there's a thing blocked my right nostril. Bila balik rumah me and my dad went to hospital to get explanation about it. Dari situ barulah tau ada penyakit nama Polyp. Polyp ni kalau dibiarkan membesar blh kena cancer actually.
Time jumpa doctor tu dia ada suluh my nose and put it on screen. Here you go bawah ni is the ketulan in my nose :)

Ni apa yang  nmpk bila suluh dr depan. blkg2 tu xtau byk mana kan. so terpaksa buat ct scan nk tgk dlm2 lagi before buat operation. 

The Day

The first day i was admitted to the hospital. Kena stay dkt ward satu mlm before operation the next morning.

So mlm tu rasa sgt B.O.R.I.N.G so i spent time reading this book called Find Out Who's Normal & Who's Not. :)

 The next day. The operation day. Takut and seram sejuk mengira masa.

Ni lah baju yg nurse tu bagi suruh mia pakai masuk bilik bedah nnti haha and it turned out to be like thisss

TADAAAA!!!

Time masuk bilik bedah tu ya Allah seram sgt. Betapa ngerinya tgk bilik dia dgn alat perkakas bedah dia yg banyak. Doctor 2 org, nurse 3 org for my operation. Tp nasib baik doc tu friendly, borak mcm2 doc tu tanya mcm2. Then tau2 dia inject bius haha. 

After that, sedut gas then mmg terus pengsan tak sedar apa dh. Mia masuk bilik bedah 10.30pagi smpi 12.00tghari keluar :) 

Bila sedar dari operation tu mmg dh Alhamdulillah semua selamat. Tp my condition was worse.   

The picture above is right after the operation.
After the operation, i stayed in ward for 3 days. Mmg terbaring je atas katil. 3 hari kt sana ramai yg dtg melawat. Saudara mara, kwn2. Thank you to those who came to visit :)
And mia rasa terharu sgt Lokman hari2 dtg and jaga mia. Terima kasih Lokman :))

As i'm writing this entry, i'm fully recovered from it. Alhamdulillah :)

To : Lokman Rom

I always knew that love would come find me someday

but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way
you caught me off guard and took me by surprise
but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes

It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above
you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love
"it isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"
we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see

From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do
especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too
coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through
I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do.

Sometimes I wonder if what we have is too good to be true
too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you
but in the end, I trust in the author and perfecter of what I believe
because what we ask for in Him, we in return shall receive

"Where your treasure is, your heart will be also" is how the saying goes
I may not know what tomorrow may bring, Allah is the only one who knows
the one thing I do know is that you are my one and only
a treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely

I know I don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true
because what I've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience I've shared with you
I've had the experience of being in relationships before
however, this is the first time I've been truly happy... I couldn't ask for anything more
it's an honor to know that I am yours, as you are mine
and I trust Allah that He'll bring us together in His beautiful time

For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together
that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever"
Allah made everything beautiful, precious and new
just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You"

p/s: I found this poem as i was browsing on the internet. This poem kinda related to myself so i thought that i had the same feelings with the one who wrote it and it would be good if i share it :) I really love it. It is how love begins and grows and how you let it happen with the right person. And i dedicate this poem to you my love. Ireallyloveyou LR :)