Sunday, February 24, 2013


Assalamualaikum and good day :)

What i want to tell about is what i just went through recently.

(**Attention! : this entry consists of a few geli2 thingy, so be careful :D )

Baru2 ni i went through a minor operation. Disebabkan ada ketulan dalam hidung belah kanan, which is called as Polyp. Haa tak pernah dgr kan? 

This is what i found about Polyp on the internet.. (sbg general knowledge utk korang)

polyp is an abnormal growth of tissue projecting from mucous membrane. 
Polyps are commonly found in the colon, stomachnose, sinus(es), urinary bladder and uterus. They may also occur elsewhere in the body where mucous membranes exist like the cervix, vocal folds, and small intestine.

How did i first know about it?

Actually tak tau pun ada benda polyp ni dlm hidung. I only have resdung since i was in high school untill now. but since i got into UTM the disease was getting worse. Sampai terkeluar darah, bersin non stop. Mmg rasa seksa sangat. Since keluar darah hitam tu dah mula takut. Sejak dkt UTM jugak i noticed i couldn't breath normally. Selalu tersumbat sblh lubang hidung. At first buat tak tau je until one day teringin nak suluh dlm lubang hidung yg tersumbat ni.


Time tulah pemula segalanya. haha i saw there's a thing blocked my right nostril. Bila balik rumah me and my dad went to hospital to get explanation about it. Dari situ barulah tau ada penyakit nama Polyp. Polyp ni kalau dibiarkan membesar blh kena cancer actually.
Time jumpa doctor tu dia ada suluh my nose and put it on screen. Here you go bawah ni is the ketulan in my nose :)

Ni apa yang  nmpk bila suluh dr depan. blkg2 tu xtau byk mana kan. so terpaksa buat ct scan nk tgk dlm2 lagi before buat operation. 

The Day

The first day i was admitted to the hospital. Kena stay dkt ward satu mlm before operation the next morning.

So mlm tu rasa sgt B.O.R.I.N.G so i spent time reading this book called Find Out Who's Normal & Who's Not. :)

 The next day. The operation day. Takut and seram sejuk mengira masa.
Ni lah baju yg nurse tu bagi suruh mia pakai masuk bilik bedah nnti haha and it turned out to be like thisss


Time masuk bilik bedah tu ya Allah seram sgt. Betapa ngerinya tgk bilik dia dgn alat perkakas bedah dia yg banyak. Doctor 2 org, nurse 3 org for my operation. Tp nasib baik doc tu friendly, borak mcm2 doc tu tanya mcm2. Then tau2 dia inject bius haha. 
After that, sedut gas then mmg terus pengsan tak sedar apa dh. Mia masuk bilik bedah 10.30pagi smpi 12.00tghari keluar :) 

Bila sedar dari operation tu mmg dh Alhamdulillah semua selamat. Tp my condition was worse.   

The picture above is right after the operation.
After the operation, i stayed in ward for 3 days. Mmg terbaring je atas katil. 3 hari kt sana ramai yg dtg melawat. Saudara mara, kwn2. Thank you to those who came to visit :)
And mia rasa terharu sgt Lokman hari2 dtg and jaga mia. Terima kasih Lokman :))

As i'm writing this entry, i'm fully recovered from it. Alhamdulillah :)

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

To : Lokman Rom

I always knew that love would come find me someday

but never did I know that it would be you who was headed my way
you caught me off guard and took me by surprise
but you simply captivated me, the same way you do when I look into your eyes

It's true that every good and perfect gift is from above
you were presented to me as a beautifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love
"it isn't finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly"
we all have our flaws but when I view you through my eyes, perfection is all I see

From when you laugh to when you're upset, I still love the little things you do
especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too
coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we've made it through
I know as long as we're on this journey together, there's nothing that we can't do.

Sometimes I wonder if what we have is too good to be true
too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you
but in the end, I trust in the author and perfecter of what I believe
because what we ask for in Him, we in return shall receive

"Where your treasure is, your heart will be also" is how the saying goes
I may not know what tomorrow may bring, Allah is the only one who knows
the one thing I do know is that you are my one and only
a treasure in my heart that I want to devote my whole life to completely

I know I don't need to prove my feelings to know they're true
because what I've known in my past, doesn't come close to the experience I've shared with you
I've had the experience of being in relationships before
however, this is the first time I've been truly happy... I couldn't ask for anything more
it's an honor to know that I am yours, as you are mine
and I trust Allah that He'll bring us together in His beautiful time

For now, I'll be waiting patiently for that day when we'll be together
that precious moment in time when I'll say, "it's you that I want to be with forever"
Allah made everything beautiful, precious and new
just as beautiful and precious as the day will be, when I look into your eyes and say, "I Love You"

p/s: I found this poem as i was browsing on the internet. This poem kinda related to myself so i thought that i had the same feelings with the one who wrote it and it would be good if i share it :) I really love it. It is how love begins and grows and how you let it happen with the right person. And i dedicate this poem to you my love. Ireallyloveyou LR :)

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